I apologize for my attitude these past few weeks. I’m not even going to try and blame it on something else other than me, because it is my fault. I’m too needy and sensitive to be someone’s friend. I overthink everything and get hurt way to easily. I just wish you understood that so I don’t keep pushing you away. But I know its not something I’m ever going to tell you, cause in reality, I’m hoping you would come to understand me by being around me everyday.
I’m too observant on details and peoples lives that most of the time I know what they like and how to react. It’s a bad trait because I wish that someone would do that for me. And that’s my needy side, I’m a baby. I wish someone would take care of me as much and well as I take care of them.
I’m trying to get better, I really am, but it’s hard cause I want you to be happy.